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She

            She showed up one night and left an impact that still affects the way I implement the chapters of my life.  I am close to the point where it will be one of those memories that makes me smile when I reflect.

Watermarks

            I am never surprised when the world hands me a new baton, or sends me in a new direction. After all, there are so many directions I have yet to go. Some start out scary, some are uncomfortable at first, others just flow, there’s little or no apprehension. I don’t know where I’ll end up, but I’ll take some of those directions. I have good friends, enjoyed a great relationship, and want to live life to the fullest. No need to fret.

Past Wives

            Wow! Somebody probably should not have shared those posts with me. I never realized what a rather unpleasant person a few others perceive me to be. Actions my friends, actions. Everyone has an opinion and an interpretation, but don’t formulate opinion on the word of others. Decide for yourself.

Internet Words

            Writing is often a good way to vent. What is put onto a page is often more of an emotional outburst than a personal attack. It releases anger or hurt inside. When I read something negative, especially directed towards me, I take it with a few shakes of salt. Besides, if it isn’t true, or iis distorted, why fret it? Then I try to remember the good times that life allowed us to have.

Gossip

            Sometimes emotions talk and not common sense. People dwell on the negative and forget the upbeat times life includes. Writing lets people vent. I do it. I’m not going to dwell on it and there is certainly no animosity on my part. There is, however, curiosity. We grow.

Metabolism

            Chemical reactions and caustic highlights, the heart seeks its own healing, and loses itself in the chain reaction of two elements that seem to interact, positive at first, then fading, lost to the laws of physics that don’t apply here.

End Write

            Gone like the Tasmanian Tiger, an extinct relationship has only pictures, and stories told by the elders that take up housekeeping inside the brain.  It recalls what the inner world of the heart was like, but can never be again, and wonders what would happen if the species had survived.  But it doesn’t stay there.  It looks for another rare occurrence, and will work to save that, using the knowledge of the tiger so it survives.